okay so I went and filled out all those papers for work and the key holder position isn't going to be open as soon as they thought but i'm first they will come to right when it does!
My last english teacher went over my essay for Appalachian State University, so I have to go back through and fix that!
ughh what I really wanted to get out though....Tuesday night I went to the Parkwood- Porter ridge basketball game which Parkwood varsity boys dominated when they beat Porter Ridge by 30 pts...but that's not my point. My ex-boyfriend plays for Portter Ridge. I don't know what's wrong with me but for some reason I just can't let him go. I haven't had a problem with moving on in the past. I guess it doesn't help that his mom told my mom that he's still in love with me. I know the only reason why we're not together is because of his friends. It kills me though that he lets one particular friend run his life. I wish he would just stand up to them but I guess that'll never happen. Actually, I don't even want the relationship back. I just want us to be friends like we were before we dated but he doesn't want anything to do with me : / It sux that my own mom can talk to him and joke around with him the first time that they see each other since we broke up and then he won't even speak two words to me. Most people would probably just tell me that he's a jerk and that I can do better but there's has to be a reason why I still feel this way. Maybe one day we'll be friends again! who knows?? Maybe im just a loser! lol oh well! it happens!
Wow i probably shouldn't even be putting this in here but it makes me feel a lot better! It's kinda like my Catharsis I guess.....
1 comment:
Let it out girl! You and I both know that she is no "true friend" because she doesn't have his best interests in mind. She's a very selfish person, and if he wants to let that ruin his chance of happiness then thats his problem. He didn't deserve you anyway!
MUAH!!
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